Mumbles

Have you ever wondered what makes you think?
Thinking about thinking, I'm just so poetic, aren't I?
But no, seriously.
Have you?

I wonder about it all the time.
Why certain times, certain atmospheres, certain songs
just trigger things I'm desperately trying to ignore.
The things that I think I'm fine about and then upon
these annoying instances remind me that I'm lying to myself.

For one time, I need to stop listening to Taylor Swift.
Because some of her lyrics just smack me in the face.
Get my Jesus music back in swing because it lifts me up.